Sorry for not posting yesterday, I got a bit lazy and sucked into the 6th season of Game of Thrones. Anyways I want to talk a little bit about ambition and motivation. It’s the little things that get to you, such as a comment here, a blame there, a little brag here, that really makes us not care anymore. And what can you do about not caring, if you don’t care than you don’t care to do anything about it; and that’s why I keep writing these posts even though I know absolutely no one reads them, and this is because of motivation. In order to care about anything I have to have a reason to get up in the morning, a reason to go to school, and a reason to aspire to be something better. When my mom passed in December I had a hard time finding a reason to get up in the morning, a reason to go out there and show my friends and the world how great I can be. There was a dark time where I didn’t think that I needed to be here and it would be better if i just left. If it wasn’t for ambition I wouldn’t be here. I decided that I need to go out there and be there for people who need someone by their side, I listen to all their petty bullshit about how their life is awful and no one pays them any attention and I be there for them. I put on my big smiling, grinning, charismatic facade each and every day to help people because I know what it feels like to be there and I don’t want anyone to have to feel the way I did. Because of things like student council, game club and D&D, journalism, and finally my best friends that keeps me caring, as well as this odd little thing I call a blog.